so i guess when you have to choose between two loved ones drowning the duration you take to decide who to save would have probably killed both of them. so we actually do not have a choice, we either die together? or... die together. or we dont die and let the drowning drown and feel horribly like shit for the next few years. so, its like you've come to a dead end. and no one can help you cause whatever decision you make breaks the other way. so whats best for me?
i cant help myself now, i dont think anyone else can.
yours truly